The art for PATCH shipped today.  Here’s a small sample of what’s in the box -

This is the project I wrote about earlier this week– the one I started over after painting the whole book last week.   Boy, am I glad I repainted it.  Much better.

Now it’s heading to New York-

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PATCH by David Slonim                                                                                                                     To be published by Roaring Brook Press (MacMillan), 2013.

PATCH | rough sketch

Last week I wrote about the struggle to begin a project.  Today comes the really fun part- STARTING OVER.

I painted the art for a new children’s book project last week.  (It’s a fast style for this one, so I got all 15 spreads done in five days).    Monday morning I came in and could see that the art was just not good enough.  Color, line, harmony… uggh.

Here’s a secret the pros never mentioned during their dazzling slide shows when I was in art school:  Professional artists are not magicians who nail it on the first try every time.

If you are not satisfied with your work, it is not evidence of a lack of talent.  It means you have the eye to know when it’s right and when it’s not.   Not everybody has that.

Now the question I have to face today is –Do I love the process or only the final result?

Time to fall in love with the process again…

“Talent is the willingness to keep trying until it’s right.” 

-John F. Carlson (Carlson’s Guide to Landscape Painting)

 

 

 

Here’s what I’m facing today — the struggle to BEGIN.

Today I begin final artwork for a children’s book.  Blank illustration board is lying on my table taunting me.   Insecurity surfaces, as always.  Will I be able to do it again?  Do I have what it takes today?  What if the work isn’t good enough? 

The deadline is real.  A promise has been made.    Like any performer, there comes a moment when you must simply step up and deliver.    Didn’t sleep well last night?  Me either.  The deadline doesn’t care.

Here are some strategies I’ve learned for building momentum.  These are simple, but it really does help me to remind myself:

1.  I  can’t paint an entire book.  (For fine art, I can’t paint an entire show).  Not today.  What I can do today is steps.   Break the project into doable action steps.

2.  Prepare materials and the work space.  Enjoy the fact that you get to make art today.  You don’t have to shovel dirt.  This is a blessed day already.  Be grateful.

3.  Review the project.   Divide the number of images needed by the days available.  How many images do I need to complete per day?  Per week?  Set a reasonable goal for each day.

4.  Build in margin.  Expect mistakes and do-overs.   Plan on it.  Amateurs expect magic on the first try.  Experts know when to start again.

5.  Shut out all thoughts of audience response, sales, awards, accolades of any kind.  That’s NOT what this is about.   That’s not where art comes from.

6.  Play music that energizes you.

7.  Forget everything else and lose yourself in the joy of image-making.  The feel of the brush in your hand, the smell of the paints, the textures, colors, line… FIND THE FUN and get lost in it.

These are the things I’m telling myself and doing today.  Because the inertia is real.  The fear is real.

The one other thing I always do is offer the gift back to the Giver and ask for help.  No point in trying to do this alone.

Time to get in there and make some art.

I’ll  be participating in the 2012 Coors Western Art Exhibit and Sale this week in Denver, CO.  My son Michael and I will be flying out Monday night, enjoying some father/ son time, doing some sightseeing, and enjoying the preview reception Tuesday night, followed by the Red Carpet Reception Wednesday night.  Here are my show pieces:

Bison | 24 x 30

Yellowstone Remembered | 60 x 48

Red Rocks at Sundown | 30 x 40

From the official web site:

The 2012 Coors Western Art Exhibit and Sale will open with a Red Carpet Reception on Wednesday, January 4, 2012. Advance reservations are $200.00. For additional information or to receive an invitation, please call National Western, 303-299-5560.

The exhibit will be open to the public each day of the National Western Stock Show, January 7-22, 2012.

Location:
National Western Stock Show Complex
4655 Humboldt St | Denver, CO

Exhibit Hours:
Sunday – Thursday 9 A.M. – 8 P.M. (On the last Sunday the Stock Show closes at 6:00 P.M.).
Friday & Saturday – 9 A.M. – 9 P.M.

I took my wife and four kids to see the de Kooning exhibit at the Museum of Modern Art December 19.   As a working artist, three things stood out to me:  scale, line, and texture.  Here are some thoughts in response to the show–

Viewing the Willem de Kooning exhibition at the Museum of Modern Art in New York last week, one thing was clear– de Kooning painted like he meant it.   My family and I agreed that many of  the paintings would be difficult to live with over the dining room table.   But they are not easy to look away from either, even less easy to dismiss.

The entire sixth floor of the Museum of Modern Art is devoted to about six decades worth of de Kooning’s explorations.  Due to the crowds waiting at the entrance of the show,  we chose to enter  the last gallery first, viewing the show in reverse.  It turned out to be a good strategy, allowing unhindered views of magnificently large canvases

SCALE

Since scale is an element of design,  I wanted to see these giants in person.   My belief was confirmed:  you haven’t seen de Kooning if you have only seen reproductions. (The grand canyon on a postcard isn’t the grand canyon).  Emotional force comes through loud and clear when you stand in front of a massive wall of paint.

Untitled 1986

The first gallery we entered (the last gallery of the show) displayed de Kooning’s final works, created under the specter of Alzheimer’s.  Large pale or white canvases were cut with swooping ribbons of primary color.  One arrangement of looping lines was done in blue and black.  A few included peach and tangerine.  Simple, direct and somewhat pleasing, none of them  moved  me.

Walking into the next gallery was a jolt.  Suddenly the walls radiated passion, energy, and a restless intelligence animating everything.  Seven-foot canvases floated majestically on the walls.   Vivid colors sang out like jazz improvisations.   These huge paintings are  rich, difficult, and captivating.

LINE

From his early abstract experiments, he emphasizes line cutting space.  His early masterpiece “Excavation” is accompanied by smaller, similar variations on the theme of calligraphic line carving up space.  They struck me with the force of ancient cave paintings.

Excavation, 1950

His highly praised series of black paintings are white lines slicing up black space.

1948

In the disturbing series of “Woman” paintings as well as  works  like “Easter Sunday,” slashing, angular lines provide structure over and pulsing underneath colored spaces.   Newspaper transfers — photos and text ghosted in reverse — appear subtly and surprisingly throughout.  The paint texture is rich and varied, but has a gritty, dry quality.

Woman I, 1950-52

TEXTURE

In the next-to-last gallery, linear angularity gives way to slippery lines floating over and pushing into larger masses of intense color.   The eye is offered little resting place as paint slides, drips, bubbles and clumps with abandon.   Colors threaten discord but never quite tumble into cacophony.

Each painting is a textural tour de force.   From thin paint, sanded back into the canvas,  to luscious liquid strokes as wide as your hand, to heaped up sandcastle structures pushing out from the surface, de Kooning appears to have been intoxicated with  textural possibilities.   I left the show determined to have more fun with paint.

Untitled XII, 1975

Our photography-based popular culture has left most of us without the tools for appreciating non-representational art.   Since any foreign language sounds like gibberish until we learn it, I would humbly challenge my friends who dismiss all abstract art as childish blather to reconsider.  De Kooning has something to say to those who will listen.

Would I like to own a de Kooning?  Some of them, definitely.  Many of them, no, thank you.   They can be visually and emotionally messy, even disturbing.   But this is their strength.  To me, de Kooning’s  body of work feels like a dissection or a surgery.  Not easy, but important.   I’m glad he had the guts to do it.

De Kooning was a man of intelligence and talent struggling with a universal human problem – the attempt to find order and peace in the face of  uncertainty, pain and loss.  I’m not sure he ever achieved resolution, personally or artistically.   Did he even believe  it was possible?  Hard to tell.  But he openly shared the struggle with us.  It feels very honest and very human.  For that, I am grateful.

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